Reverly?

Whoa, I feel like doing one of those stupid 'have you ever' quizes, but instead I'm gonna write a journal that nobody will ever read. Probably.

It's not that I'm bored here in Holland or something, I just have some free time which I enjoy spending here on buzznet, sharing all my thoughts with you- even though you're not gonna read it. Whatever.

I like it here in Holland, I always did. All the time I wonder if things will ever change in Poland, and we will live our lives in, let's say, comfort. For instance, when you want to go somewhere by train in Holland, you go to the station, buy a ticket from a special machine (it takes about 3 minutes), pay by credit card and off you go. In my country, you have to stand in a queue and deal with an unpleasant lady who sells tickets. It seems like things are easier for people here.

I live in Hague (Den Haag), he third largest city of Holland. The streets are sometimes dirty and sea is so cold that I can hardly put my feet into the water. Of course I don't understand Dutch. We have a lot of immigrants here. No offence, but people from Turkey freak me out. One of the main advantages of the city is that shopping here is pretty awesome.

Well, I've abbandoned hope that Poland will ever be so tolerant for people of other religions, nationalities and especially sexual orientation. I'd love to be proud of my open-minded and liberal country, but I guess I'll never be.

Rotterdam is nice, but Amsterdam is definitely a must-see.

The problem is, I have no inspiration, no ideas. I just hang around, walk through the park and take flower macros or portraits of my younger brother, that no one but members of my family will ever desire to see. Now that I can finally use a decent camera for some time, I feel totally burned out. But I write stories, so I guess I'm still alive.

I have terrible nightmares here, I don't know why. Today in my dream I was almost dead and had no chance of escaping. Someone was making medical experiments on me, poisoning me one step at a time. Terrifying.

My real world friends are in Poland, minding their own businesses. Buzznet is kind of sleeping, most of my friends don't visit the site very often. I'd like to say: dzieki, Aniu (Yuugao), ze pozwolilas mi zawalic Twoja strone moimi dlugasnymi notkami bez wiekszego sensu.

Don't drink Coca-Cola Light lemon, guys. It sucks big time.

Reading: A Clockwork Orange

Watching: Total Drama Island

Listening: complete silence

If you've read through this random mess, feel free to call yourself a master.