It's not that I'm bored here in Holland or something, I just have some free time which I enjoy spending here on buzznet, sharing all my thoughts with you- even though you're not gonna read it. Whatever.

I like it here in Holland, I always did. All the time I wonder if things will ever change in Poland, and we will live our lives in, let's say, comfort. For instance, when you want to go somewhere by train in Holland, you go to the station, buy a ticket from a special machine (it takes about 3 minutes), pay by credit card and off you go. In my country, you have to stand in a queue and deal with an unpleasant lady who sells tickets. It seems like things are easier for people here.

I live in Hague (Den Haag), he third largest city of Holland. The streets are sometimes dirty and sea is so cold that I can hardly put my feet into the water. Of course I don't understand Dutch. We have a lot of immigrants here. No offence, but people from Turkey freak me out. One of the main advantages of the city is that shopping here is pretty awesome.

Well, I've abbandoned hope that Poland will ever be so tolerant for people of other religions, nationalities and especially sexual orientation. I'd love to be proud of my open-minded and liberal country, but I guess I'll never be.

Rotterdam is nice, but Amsterdam is definitely a must-see.

The problem is, I have no inspiration, no ideas. I just hang around, walk through the park and take flower macros or portraits of my younger brother, that no one but members of my family will ever desire to see. Now that I can finally use a decent camera for some time, I feel totally burned out. But I write stories, so I guess I'm still alive.

I have terrible nightmares here, I don't know why. Today in my dream I was almost dead and had no chance of escaping. Someone was making medical experiments on me, poisoning me one step at a time. Terrifying.

My real world friends are in Poland, minding their own businesses. Buzznet is kind of sleeping, most of my friends don't visit the site very often. I'd like to say: dzieki, Aniu (Yuugao), ze pozwolilas mi zawalic Twoja strone moimi dlugasnymi notkami bez wiekszego sensu.

Don't drink Coca-Cola Light lemon, guys. It sucks big time.

Reading: A Clockwork Orange

Watching: Total Drama Island

Listening: complete silence

If you've read through this random mess, feel free to call yourself a master.

1. I'm in love with my bike. He is (because he's a guy) black and very handsome.

2. I seriously can't wait for holidays. My plans are incredibly amazing- I'm gonna ride my bike until I'll spit out my lungs, smoke cigarettes by the river and wave to strangers.

3. I have to dye my hair again, because I'm getting blonde.

4. I should've been learning Latin now. F**k.

5. I've finished reading Twilight series today. The fourth book was freakin' great.

6. Two months from now I'm gonna show some of my photos to my whole class. Jesus, I'm nervous right here and right now.

7. When I grow up, I'll be a famous journalist. You'll see my bloody face in television.

8. I adore high heels, earrings and colourful eyeliners.

9. I'm in love with a boy (oh, the word 'love' is too big here), who's a friend of one of my best friends. We go to additional English classes together, and yes, we like each other. But he'll never do anything but walking me to the bus stop. He's VERY self-confident, a centre of attention, everyone knows him. You know why I like him? His hair is a colour of honey.

10. I've been pretty sarcastic here.

I'm too lazy to tag anyone.

1) how are you at the moment?

good, relaxed and looking forward for today afternoon.

2) why?

I'm meeting my friends in the city.

3) give me 5 bestest persons at buzz.

yeah, you wish.

4) do you like yourself?

5) what do you like to do in your free time?

surf the internet, listen to music, read a book, watch some tv, go for a walk, meet my friends.

6) do you think you're able to do everything you'd like to[right now, from that place, are you confident enough ||not in future]?

I have a lot of faith in myself.

7) do you think fighting make any sense?

it depends, what kind of fighting.

8) was last question clever?

yes.

9) which places you'd like to visit?

greece, italy, spain, usa, uk, maybe an island in the middle of pacific ocean. and a lot more.

10)honestly, give me one person from buzz, who made you feel special, like their friend? why?

now? iska and sycha.

11) what's your mobile phone?

12) would you like to have (new) one?

totally yes.

13) do you like to:

smile?

sure!

14) write poems?

writing is love.

15) eat?

yea.

16) english?

I love english.

17) french?

totally!

18)slovene?

yyy...no?

19) polish?

I do.

20) sports?

some of them, but mostly watching.

21) internet?

yay.

22) do you think life gets better or worse day by day?

my life will get better, I hope.

23) are you nervous or calm person?

nervous when people around are calm. calm when people around are nervous.

24) is there any message you'd like to tell the world?

peace. that's what we need. stop fighting.

25) what's your favourite line in the song?

for today: I'll be your doctor, I'll be your cure, I'll be your medicine and more.

26) the cuttest thing you've ever heard?

I can't repeat it briefly, but it was said by a boy I loved for a long time.

27) do you love your parents?

of course I do.

28)what would you do if tomorrow is the last day of your life?

call all my family and friends and tell that I love them. then get drunk and dance all night long.

29) do you often think about death?

sometimes.

30) is this the last question?

I hope so.

moje opowiadanie!!!